I can't believe that I let myself rationally disturbed and absurd lately...
Until now, I keep on denying to myself that I am affected, that I am stupid and worst of all that I am hopeless...
My friends always said that i am an "Idealistic" type of person. That things that aren't right must not be tolerated and everything in this world is just a matter of choice.
I won't deny the fact that lately this belief is no longer applicable for me. Perhaps, things aren't the same the way it used to be. I let things happend out of my control although I know from the start that there is something wrong and I must stop it early before things turn to bleeding love.
Love is out of my control. I learned to love the guy that could never be mine...
I let my self drown and hanging.....
Eventually, I got my price. I end up wounded and part of me is missing. Simply, I cut myself open.
lean
June 5, 2008
Letting Go
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2 comments:
hello best...
ok to ha...hahayyy..ganun talaga best pag in love kana...well I'm not saying na mag stop kah or to pursue your feelings toward that someone ("ehem...kaila ko ani bah..hehehe..juks")...Cause I believe ikaw lang maka decide ana and ikaw lang naay right..well I'm just here for you no matter what happened...im at your side..kaya mo yan best..ikaw pa..mwah..love you and I miss you..mwah
" ..though i'm like chasing rainbows in the sky..
..i want to hold you in my dreams and make believe that it's true...
...and though i know, i know that it's impossible to do, cos...you're a million miles away..from me..."
But then again, lee, this too will pass..
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